!!A life struggle

[קאצקער]

Nothing's simple,
Ever since,
My lifes ripple,
Has been rinsed,
See everything triple,
My heart's been minced,


Cuz all i saw,
In front of my eye,
Emotions raw,
Forgot to say goodbye,
They only get more,
I'm keeping asking why,

Things my mind won't explain,
Like When on my heart a stain,
Blood streams full of pain,
I Feel like it's lost in vain,
Therefore Nothing 'n my life is plain,

It's like in my DNA,
Standing in the dark,
keep on searching my way,
Find my holy spark,
But my feelings got it's pay,
Just kept on to bark,
They won't compromise,
They ain't nice,
Just a bitter spice,
In surrounding cold as ice,

But when asked on a deal,
I won't hesitate,
I just stand steal,
It's not on debate,
My being's not for sail,
Was never and won't be,
Although it's feelin' frail,
She's my lifes key,
I won't let her go on bail,
As long as it's "we",

In lifes ocean we'll boat,
Stormy waves drink with thirst,
Salt water tickle my throat,
But it's easy as mist,
A soul without coat,
No scaleton to assist,

I don't need his arm,
Wish could let him go,
He's just doing harm,
Had i be able to give him a blow,
I'd be full of charm,
My soul will start to glow,

THIS IS JUST NEVER ENDING THOUGHTS!!